It started Saturday. Background - I started have mini strokes in Aug 2013 still have them today. That was the background of the story. Saturday was my friend birthday party at Firewater 2 in Detroit, MI. So I had a mini stroke I call them episodes. So I had a episode on Thursday night it knocked me down pretty good. I had to go to sleep because that shocked to brain I feel is unexplainable. It's a shock that stops me and you get feel a surge in your brain. Enough about that so the episode happened Thursday knocked me out until Friday. I have to sleep when this happens that's why I can't live without my mother I need her. I really have to go to sleep because my speak and my thinking is off. I say things backwards if I can remember what I'm trying to say.
Saturday comes along. I know I should've have went because I was off Thursday and Friday but being "good friend" I exchanged my health to go to a friends party. I arrived at Firewater 2 music banging lights blinking like crazy. I just walked in like I owned the place no paying just walked straight in other people paid but I didn't.
Side note* I look over to my baby girl she starting to put her underwear on by herself. I'm laughing slightly because as I typing I noticed they are on inside. Clapping because she did it herself. Telling her story is for another day. You will understand why I laughing.
I call her no answer text her no answer. Head start spinning. I'm like damn. Mind you she told I'm there. no table info nothing. Crowd is bourgeois as hell. No one dancing not my place. No one smile just thinking they fresh as hell. So after 20 - 25 minutes looking for her lights blinking music loud as hell. Oh did I mention I am sensitive to loud noise...lol I left I am so happy because that little time I spent there knocked me down for 2 days. I am still little out of it today but I had to take my son to school.
I almost killed myself yesterday driving while my daughter was in the car. I head shut down and I was so sleepy eyes closing while I was driving. My brain was ready to go to sleep. I was happy I was around the corner from my house at McDonalds for my daughter.
Moral my story to exchange MY HEALTH for a friend. If my friend is my friend she will understand my condition not ask me.
You might have to fill in words or replace because I think I write stuff that is not there....lol Life...My Life
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