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Passport to My Life

Les Twins No Laurent without Larry

I love these twins. I am not starstruck for any famous but these guys If I saw them I would a like such a fan. I don't know why but that got that affect.

Mad as H E Double Hockey Sticks

I am a big Les Twins fan. I love them twins. So I'm strolling the posts on my Google Plus and guess what I see. Tour dates for Timbaland. GUESS WHAT!!! The Twins is on tour with Timbaland. GUESS WHAT!!! They are HERE IN DETROIT MI now January 28, 2016 at Club Bleu. GUESS WHAT!!!! I just saw the post at 9:28pm. I know y'all tired of my guess whats but I'm mad super duper mad. I can't dress in time to go to see. I don't have a outfit my hair is not done. OH AND The Tickets is SOLD OUT! The range from $20-$330. I wanted the $330 ticket. I want to be up close and personal to see the Twins. I wanted to be so close to them I wanted to smell them.


Don't worry I will see them this year. My birthday is in June you better believe I will be where ever they are. I want to spend my birthday seeing Les Twins Larry & Laurent dance, rap I don't care do what ever. (Sigh of relief) I writing does help.


I was going to write about something else but this came all of a sudden. You have to roll with the punches. Guess can write about tomorrow.


WHY ME? WHY NOT ME?

This is

Nikki Love Bringing You Love

Look at them

Not One Of My Good Days

Today was not so good. The episodes not getting better. I know I need to go to the doctor but I'm scared. I'm scared that will make me check into the hospital. I know it's too much for my mother to take care of 2 little babies. Their dad is working long hours right now. 

I just don't want to put that on her. Tired head hurting but I'm still putting on the 2 minute videos. I need to start making videos on YouTube but I'm not up to it. I'm sleep half of the day. 

I had to stop driving because it was becoming to dangerous for me. I got to admit I'm scared I can't stand the thought of not being here for my little crew. I love them like crazy.

* on a funny note my 15 month old decided to take the leap jump behind the bed. I was doing something my daughter said ma the baby is in the bed. When I looked I didn't see him. I looked behind the headboard and there he was smiling. 

Good night 

Nikki Love Bringing You Love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

My New Venture

Saturday January 23 marks that day I started what I feels is going to change my life. This venture I'm going to say it's going to be easy because it's not. It's takes a certain level of hustle, humble, motivation, determination to succeed. Believe I will succeed no doubt! 😀

I see the advertisement on FaceBook. When I saw I told my mother I can fix your under eye bags. I was sold. At the same moment I knew I can fix my mother bags I knew I had to also sale this product. I know it can sale itself. Didn't nobody have to hustle me I made this decision on my own. 

I'm the type of person I have to research what I do. Saw the American market is wide open because the founders didn't start in the USA. Now I had to find the right mentor not just any mentor the right one. 

The mentor had to be able to take me to top leader. First person I saw she was okay but not right. I went to YouTube to search the product then I found her energy was off the chain. The team system works. She available to talk anytime she is awesome. The product is awesome! 

I'm so excited about this product. The product is Jeunesse. The Skincare line is awesome! I waiting now for the right people to join my team. Did I mention it's possible to make 26,000+ dollars a week 😀😅🤑

Until next time my love bugs.

This Nikki Love  Bringing You Love 

The Weekend

Ok Today is was crazy.

It started Saturday. Background - I started have mini strokes in Aug 2013 still have them today. That was the background of the story. Saturday was my friend birthday party at Firewater 2 in Detroit, MI. So I had a mini stroke I call them episodes. So I had a episode on Thursday night it knocked me down pretty good. I had to go to sleep because that shocked to brain I feel is unexplainable. It's a shock that stops me and you get feel a surge in your brain. Enough about that so the episode happened Thursday knocked me out until Friday. I have to sleep when this happens that's why I can't live without my mother I need her. I really have to go to sleep because my speak and my thinking is off. I say things backwards if I can remember what I'm trying to say.

Saturday comes along. I know I should've have went because I was off Thursday and Friday but being "good friend" I exchanged my health to go to a friends party. I arrived at Firewater 2 music banging lights blinking like crazy. I just walked in like I owned the place no paying just walked straight in other people paid but I didn't.


Side note* I look over to my baby girl she starting to put her underwear on by herself. I'm laughing slightly because as I typing I noticed they are on inside. Clapping because she did it herself. Telling her story is for another day. You will understand why I laughing.


I call her no answer text her no answer. Head start spinning. I'm like damn. Mind you she told I'm there. no table info nothing. Crowd is bourgeois as hell. No one dancing not my place. No one smile just thinking they fresh as hell. So after 20 - 25 minutes looking for her lights blinking music loud as hell. Oh did I mention I am sensitive to loud noise...lol I left I am so happy because that little time I spent there knocked me down for 2 days. I am still little out of it today but I had to take my son to school.

I almost killed myself yesterday driving while my daughter was in the car. I head shut down and I was so sleepy eyes closing while I was driving. My brain was ready to go to sleep. I was happy I was around the corner from my house at McDonalds for my daughter.

Moral my story to exchange MY HEALTH for a friend. If my friend is my friend she will understand my condition not ask me.

You might have to fill in words or replace because I think I write stuff that is not there....lol Life...My Life

My Life Journey: The Weekend

My Life Journey: The Weekend: Ok Today is was crazy. It started Saturday. Background - I started have mini strokes in Aug 2013 still have them today. That was the backg...

Day 3

It's a horrible terrible not the food cravings ...dealing with a over active 15 month old by yourself is really hard. So he spilled all master cleanse juice for today. I had to just scream at the top of my lungs. He spilled coffee today all over bathroom not my coffee but my mom's coffee. she leaves stuff any place sometimes.

I just need to take a nap. Oh! I was so upset I had to some of my mom's leftover Red Lobster. I feel sick to the stomach. I should've done it but i can't change the pass. I made at myself for getting that angry over stuff I cannot control. But I'm back on he left me just enough to finish the day I hope.


On a good note lost 11-12 pounds in 2 days.

Today feeling a little hopeless....

I know the weight has to go

UGGHHHHH!!!

Think at night I get hungry not hungry but want to eat something...
I will last for 20 days hopefully 30 days it's for my health I telling myself...MY HEALTH.
I didn't realize I like to eat this much ....I should've know...I gain 20+ plus in 2.5 months...lol...

I'M HUNGRY

I think I'm about to take a nap...write the food cravings away...


Mind Over Body

Day 2 Master Cleanse Day 1 Yoga Camp

I doing alright but when people get on my nerves I want to eat. My son got on my last nerves to talking to much. He's 18. He made me want to eat. I wanted to pop him his damn mouth. I can't stand his attitude. Little do he know if he wants to be grow, he's going to get out on his own. Some people might agree but I don't care. I was raise to be thankful for everything to the lights on to the shoes on my feet if even if they was not new.

My mother does too much for him. I knows he get nothing for me but food and lights on. Enough about him because he gets on my nerves. By since I got that off my chest I feel a little better. The food cravings are not bad. Maybe I'm so motivated to get this weight off me and be in better health I'm in. It's all or nothing for me at this point. I want to see my youngest two grow up.

Yoga camp started today, I completed day 1 with my 15 months on my heels...lol I gives me that extra resistance. Him and his sister keep me on my toes.

I will be starting a new venture so me and my little can move it. Maybe Atlanta if I make enough my goal is Los Angeles, city of angels fun in the sunshine. It will do my daughter skin good..




This me Love it Leave it

real life for me

Write to Ignore the Craving

I want to eat so bad. Ok day 1 is hard. I just want to chew and munch on something. I know I have to be strong. I know it's just my mind. If I can overcome the cravings it will be good. I know I have to do this my health is in bad shape. I'm going to write the cravings away....lol (if it is such a thing). but day 1 was just got hard. I WANT TO EAT!!!!! They say day 3 the cravings go away. Pray for me. I'm the the little engine that could. I CAN DO THIS! I hope write the cravings away work. I gonna be a whole lot entries...LOL

Day 1 Master Cleanse

Today is my first master cleanse (lemon diet). Note this is not a New Year Resolution to lose weight. I am on this journey because I was dying by the tip of the spoon. Explanation....I was eating wrong and weighting to much for my 5'3 frame. I had mini strokes to start then the  stroke came in 2013. I starting to gain my speech and memory back to normal 5 months ago weight was under 200 lbs. Then the mini strokes starting to come again a month ago. I was scared to get on the scale because I knew I gain.

I knew I had to do something fast to jump start my weight loss. I have to get my mind together. I know can't stress or stress out my body. I starting doing yoga 2x - 3x a week. I knew I had to more. Well yesterday I got on the scale and screamed 207 OMG. I got to do something NOW! I have 2 little kids 5 years old and and 15 months I want to be there for them I have to do something NOW! I said to myself. NOW!  or I will be back in the hospital. My mom and my aunt always do the master cleanse. My master cleanse has to be different my mindset has to change I can't 2 key lime pies in 2 days. I can't it fried and foods everyday. The mindset has to change or I will back to zero after the cleanse.

I'm changing my mind and I know my body will follow. So today I day 1 I not hungry but I want to eat I'm use to eating. So I thought let me write my food cravings away so I started this blog, to document my journey and distract my mind from wanting to food.

I plan on cleansing for 20 - 30 days. I'm starting my Yoga Journey also. Yoga with Adriene she is so calming and relaxing. She starting a Yoga Camp on Youtube January 1. 30 days of Yoga Camp. Day 1 is Welcome Orientation
I'm so excited to clear my mind, body and soul and start to get clean after my fast.

I add a link to her Youtube channel for those who are interested.

https://www.youtube.com/user/yogawithadriene

http://yogawithadriene.com/ - her Website


I accept that I know today well go well and I will finish the whole 30 days of the cleanse and yoga camp.

I accept my health and it will get better.

Today is I accept day for Yoga.

I'm sorry if my thoughts jump to here then there. I'm giving you me.

Namaste